Stillstanding's Journals

to my dear friend

We know it's wrong to let this fire burn between us
We've got to stop this wild desire in you and in me
So we'll let the flame burn once again until the thrill is gone
Then we'll sweep out the ashes in the morning

We're two people caught up in the flame that has to die out soon
I didn't mean to start this fire and neither did you
So tonight when you hold me tight we'll let the fire burn on
And we'll sweep out the ashes in the morning

Each time when we meet we both agree that it's for the last time
But out of your arms I'm out of my mind
So we'll taste the thrill of stolen love tonight until the dawning
And we'll sweep out the ashes in the morning

We're two people caught up in the flame that has to die out soon
I didn't mean to start this fire and neither did you
So tonight when you hold me tight we'll let the fire burn on
And we'll sweep out the ashes in the morning

Yes we'll taste the thrill of stolen love tonight until the dawning
And we'll sweep out the ashes
We'll sweep out the ashes
We'll sweep out the ashes in the morning

to all you lovers

Get a real job
Keep the wind at your back and the sun on your face
All the immediate unknowns
Are better than knowing this tired and lonely fate
Does he love you?
Does he love you?
Will he hold your tiny face in his hands?

I guess it's spring, I didn't know
It's always seventy-five with no melting snow
A married man, he visits me
I receive his letters in the mail twice a week

And I think he loves me
And when he leaves her
He's coming out to California

I guess it all worked out
There's a ring on your finger and the baby's due out
You share a place by the park
And run a shop for antiques downtown

And he loves you
Yeah he loves you
And the two of you will soon become three
And he loves you
Even though you
Used to say you were flawed if you weren't free

Let's not forget ourselves good friend
You and I were almost dead
And you're better off for leaving
Yeah you're better off for leaving

Late at night
I get the phone
You're at the shop sobbing all alone
Your confession it's coming out
You only married him
You felt your time was running out

But now you love him
And your baby
At last you are complete
But he's distant and you found him
On the phone pleading, saying, 'baby I love you'
And I'll leave her and I'm coming out to California"

Let's not forget ourselves good friend
I am flawed if I'm not free
And your husband will never leave you
He will never leave you for me

for all you buzznet users out there!

sorry to tell you all this, its not that i dont like you, its not that i dont care, but please, PLEASE stop sending me messages and notes asking me to vote for you on that so scene contest, buzzmob stuff or buzz thing.. i dont do that sort of things.
your post will be deleted. like i said, not that i dont like you or anything.... but my inbox is so overloaded with that sort of messages, that i sometimes over read the 'real' mail.
dont take this the wrong way, but people who ask me to vote, are most of the time not even my friends, so why would i wanna vote for you in the first place? no offence....
second thing... stop sending me chainmail! i dont read that crap, if its something important you wanna tell me, send me a personal message, otherwise i wont read it.
thats it.
take care y'all!

xxx

one day i'm gonna forget you

one minute of your time, is all im ever after..

One Last Kiss

http://www.last.fm/music/Green+Lizard/_/One+Last+Kiss?autostart

im in love with this song... im in love with this album... im in love with Green Lizard....

Littlest Things

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I dont why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
no one in the world that could replace you

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Erase You

I will erase you
I'll take my time
And follow through...oh
I will subtract you
I'll take you off of my list
My list is long

And I won't waste time
I won't wait till I fall down
No I wont' wait till I fall down
I'll cast my shadow
Upon everyone who runs
Yes upon everyone who runs

I will erase you
I'll take my time
And drown you in
In my blood
I will behold you
In my hand as I close
Yes I will close

It took a long time
But now I'm done to say the least
Yes now I'm done to say the least
And now I feel fine

I cleansed my soul with your last breath

I will erase you

www.green-lizard.com

www.myspace.com/greenlizard

Friday Night

Friday night last orders at the pub,
Get in the car and drive to the club,
There's a massive crowd outside so we get in to the queue
It's quarter past 11 now we won't get in till quarter to.

It's quarter to and we get to the front,
Girl on a guest list dressed like a cunt
She asked security to check inside my shoes,
You can play this game with me but you know you're gonna lose.

Looked me up and down,
I don't make a sound,
There's a lesson that I want you to learn,
If you're gonna play with fire then you're gonna get burned,

Don't try and test me cos you'll get reaction,
Another drink and I'm ready for action,
I don't know who you think you are,
But making people scared wont get you very far.

In the club make our way to the bar,
Good dancing love but you should of worn a bra.
Guy on the mike and he's making too much noise,
There's these girls in the corner wanting attention from the boys.

I see these girls and they're shouting through the crowd,
Don't understand why they're being really loud.
They make their way over to me,
They try to push me out the way,
I'll push her back, she looks at me and says,
What you tryna say?

Looked me up and down,
I don't make a sound,
There's a lesson that I want you to learn,
If you're gonna play with fire then you're gonna get burned

Don't try and test me cos you'll get reaction,
Another drink and I'm ready for action,
I don't know who you think you are,
But making people scared wont get you very far.

Green Lizard at Paradiso Amsterdam....Jan.2005 - Saying Goodbye To Willy! (his last performance with GreLi)

Go to this link and see Willy with Green Lizard for the last time

Their mother came all the way from Aruba to see her son play his last show! You can see her in the audience too! How cool is THAT?! Great Show! Too bad Ive never seen Willy play. Enjoy...

http://www.fabchannel.com/greenlizard

I Love These Words

He, he don't belong anymore
And he, he has no place anymore
It's dark and cold
So dark and cold
And he, he don't belong anymore

Nothing in his heart
Nothing in his soul
Nothing in his eyes,
Empty and cold
Nothing left to stand for
No one left to hold
Nothing in his hands anymore
He don't belong anymore

He don't understand anymore
And he, he can't believe anymore
The truth, the lies
The pain when he tries
He can't understand anymore

Nothing in his heart
Nothing in his soul
Nothing in his eyes
Empty and cold
Nothing left to stand for
No one left to hold
Nothing in his hands anymore
He don't belong anymore

No father, no son
No future, no past
No place on this land
No lover, no wife
No reason to fight
No reason to stand

Nothing in his heart
Nothing in his soul
Nothing in his eyes
Empty and cold
Nothing left to stand for
No one left to hold
Nothing in his hands anymore
He don't belong anymore

Think you want me
Won`t go there
But you
Need me, need me now
Think I want you
Can`t be sure
You can
Touch me, touch me, touch me now
Touch me

Hate you, love you, want you and I need you
It`s not easy
It makes me cry
Need you, want you, hate you
Love you, need you, want you
Gotta go, say goodbye, say goodbye

Think you know me
But you don`t
Can you
Show me, show me how
Think you`re hot
No you`re not
You can
Love me, love me, love me now
Love me

Hate you, love you, want you and I need you
It`s not easy
Makes me cry
Need you, want you, hate you, love you, need you, want you
Gotta go, say goodbye

Hate you, love you, want you and I need you
It`s not easy
Makes me cry
Need you, want you, hate you, love you, need you, want you
Gotta go, say goodbye, say goodbye

Hate you, love you, want you, need you
Hate you, love you, want you and I need you
Say goodbye
Say goodbye

Hard to know the stakes
So hard to read the signs
The tracks were faint,
Made long ago
There's been so many times
We got it wrong

If I could have one moment
Only one, to try again
I`d try to say I'm sorry
I'd try to heal this pain
I accept my part in all the blame
We got it wrong

Doesn't mean we didn't try though
Doesn't mean there was no love
Just ran out of time I guess
Or maybe we got lost
And yes, regret is painful
Because we got it wrong

Tears for all tha damage
Tears for all the joy
Out in the dark, alone and lost
I'll try not to destroy
Any more of what we had
Because we got it wrong

Doesn't mean we didn't try though
Doesn't mean there was no love
Just ran out of time I guess
Or maybe we got lost
And yes, regret is painful
Because we got it wrong

There was never time enough
I can't breath
It's too hard to think of love
I can't breath, I can't breath

Can't let my words betray
I won't talk, I won't talk
Words will never be the way
I won't talk, won't talk

Many fears, many dreams
Many roads out there
Hide the pain behind the smile
Behind the tears

You burn like fire
Burn like ice
Your heart tears, your heart tears
You be strong and hold it in
But your heart still cares

Many fears and many dreams
Many roads out there
Hide the pain behind the smile
Till there are no more tears

Many fears and many dreams
Many roads out there
Hide the pain behind the smile
Till there are no more tears

There was never time enough
I can't breath
It's too hard to think of love
I can't breath, I can't breath

Many fears and many dreams
Many roads out there
Hide the pain behind the smile
Till there are no more tears

Many fears and many dreams
Many roads out there
Hide the pain behind the smile
Till there are no more tears

There was never time enough......